Then it came to Christmas. And I thought things were getting better, but as I feared, it turned to the worse. At this point, I was far too depressed and sad that I didn’t want to be around people at all. So, I spent it alone… again.

And New Years… I’m pretty sure you can guess how I spent that as well. Alone. Not only did I work on that day, and the next day, but I have no hope in the New Year.

I did get my first driving ticket. I know I always speed, but why that day when I needed to get somewhere fast? Work has been so tiring. Doesn’t give me time to relax and take all the stress and pressure off my body and mind. And it seems that the pay that I get from all that hard work gets spent before the next paycheck…

So, I bought myself a hamster. Well… to be fully honest, I went home with 2 different ones. The first one was female. I was told they are nicer, and since she was the only one left, I took her home. It turned out she was some psycho hammy that wouldn’t let me touch her or she’d give you ‘THE EYE’. So… the following week I took her back and bought a male baby hamster. It was so nice and cuddly in the pet store, so I’m like “yup, that’s mine!” I took it home, made it comfy in his cage, and when I tried sticking my hand in the cage, he’d make weird ‘territorial’ screams and gestures. I took my hand out so fast, I think I knocked down a few things along the way. It seriously left me in shock for a good few minutes. So I went back to the pet store to ask why the hell he’s making weird noises, and they don’t even know! But the guy who attended me told me I could trade him in for ‘friendlier’ hamsters once they get new ones in. so I think I might just do that! But, speaking of pet store, I saw this handsome guy there. He works there… and as long as my hamster is acting weird, I might just visit the store every couple of days.

Speaking of handsome guys. I saw another one come into my job a couple of times… DAMN… he looks good.